Lost in Me

The chords of our hearts have been played and broken in disbelief
From those whom I trusted were meant to be
A fortress a rock which my head could sleep
For once I thought I found peace
My sadness and anguish do sit by my side
For a sudden hike I heard has weakened me down
I hear the morning bells chiming
I feel the love she once Gave to me
But alas the notes are broken
And the player is gone
The leaves are brown for the sun is lost
In my heart alone does a desert of pain reside

I am alone on this road
And suddenly my hands feel  so cold
On the sea of hope did I set my course
And on the riverbanks of shock did I meet my rack
I hope and despair
The bravest lion even now does cowardly fear
For trust and love now seem like a fairy tale
Where am I headed?
Where am I ?
I hear the calm of the ocean whisper to me
‎"Go on be a king"
‎with my insecurities as tall as the mountains
‎my boundaries are limited and are chained deep
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But I'd fear no more for I have in me
A thousand soldiers ready to cross the sea
I am ready to be free like the dancing leaves of the air
My heart would finally be set free if it be
Only this wish I need to sleep
My boundaries at last would scare me not
This I feel like never before
So strong I even think it's love
Could it be that I am free
Could it. Be that it was she
And though love  they say is powerful
To my self would I sing songs of undiluted joy

© Tujahsuccess